I have news for you.  It doesn't matter.  It doesn't matter what you do or don't do what you're good at or not good at.  You are exactly who you are supposed to be.  You have nothing to prove.  You never did. The world isn't looking at you.  The only reason people look at other people is because they do something that demands attention.  So unless you do something really amazing or horrible nobody is watching
So the choices you make every day are between you and your conscious.  So hold onto wisdom like a security blanket and listen to it.  Make good choices
 But do it for you.  Not the audience you think you have.  You're not Beyoncé you don't have a public 😂 you are just a regular extraordinary person with regular extraordinary value and extraordinary talent. Do you and do you well. Just don't expect applause. Expect something much greater.